Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Blessed June =)

It's already half a year past, are you still sticking to your 2013 resolution? Well, I'm kinda busy recently and I've just finished my semester 6 final exams! I always tell myself that 'I must not procrastinate this semester', 'I must study everyday', 'I must finish my assignment before the deadline' and etc etc, but I never did it :( boo me!

After this semester, it's gonna be my 7th semester already and I proudly announce that it's my last IP (Industrial placement) or most people known as internship :) the date is getting nearer and nearer and I still don't know where to go for my last internship! :( And of course. I'm gonna work hard for my future :) this 2 weeks of semester break is the best time to buck up and prove myself with result and get the things that I'm eyeing on 

6 months of the year has passed and I can say that I'm really blessed through out this year until now. Although there's ups and downs, but I thank God for all the great people around me. I'm truly blessed to have such awesome people that are so caring and never afraid to show it :) ♥ It's the very first time for me to receive so much from a person. (that actually makes me guilty because I've done NOTHING!)

I had a pretty bad start in 2013 as I was going through a very hard time alone and an ungodly pain. But the faith in God and God's grace pull me through all the hardships. I always believe that God put everyone in my life for a reason. Either for a blessing or a lesson. God take charge of every single thing that happen around us but He's not in a rush. And through the breakup, I've learnt that I will never know what God can do with my broken pieces until I give God my broken pieces. When I fall down, God's grace is always sufficient. God's hand will come down and pick me up :') And of course. Give me the strength to get back up 



Attended church last Sunday and I've learnt something new through the powerful sermon :) An indeed very simple yet powerful prayer that speak out all my mind.


Lord, make me a channel of thy peace,
That where there is hatred, I may bring love,
That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness,
That where there is discord, I may bring harmony,
That where there is error, I may bring truth,
That where is doubt, I may bring hope,
That where there are shadows, I may bring light,
That where there is sadness, I may bring joy.
Lord, grant that I may seek rather to comfort than to be comforted,
To understand than to be understood,
To love than to be loved.
For it is by forgetting self that one finds.
It is by forgiving that one is forgiven,
It is by dying that one awakens to eternal life.
Amen 

When pastor is preaching, it touched me so deeply. I just couldn't control myself. Hot tears streamed my face continually like I hadn't cried for years. I couldn't believe it. It change my life. It was a awesome day to see myself changed to be a better person. A person more like God :) I should always remind myself to have sufficient faith and be patient with God. I cannot be thankful enough for all He have done for me  Yet He blessed me with more after that and I cannot doubt him anymore  Jesus, you are the way, the truth and the life. We live by faith and not by sight :) 



The time has come for me to grow my believe, faith in God. To stand for what I believe in. 
All the way, all the praise goes out to you.
I live for one thing,  to give you praise, in everything I do :) 

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