I can't be a family member which listen to family completely
But I also can't hold on to my own principles
I never have the complete self confidence
And I do not have complete low self esteem
I don't have complete talent and skill
I also did not do my best
I never own a real relationship no matter with friends or family
But I also never give my heart to anyone
I am pathetic
ain't I?
Why should I live in such a pathetic way?
I've asked myself more than a thousand or million times
Everytime when I wanted to do something according to my feeling and will
But the outcome seems bad
then i will question myself
what wrong i did again?
Sadly
There will never a answer for me
nope..
should be
there is never a answer which can make me satisfied
Should I continue my life like this?
Suddenly
I feel like going to venice
ALONE :)
