New journey ♥

It had been so long since I last update my bloggie :(

urrggghhhh lazy enough!

Yes, I've become a super duper lazy bump ever since I finish my internship :( Boo me! haihh, I really should start to work for what I really want.

January already passed, shouldn't waste anymore time. 

It is time for me to get up, move on and work all I can for myself and of course my loved ones!

Don't ask for the month to be good, in fact, we should all do our very best and tell others and most importantly ourselves that we've successfully make the month great! and we don't regret a thing! :) 

All the best to everyone :) and of course myself!

By the way, I would like to wish my dearest friend/sister/bestie TAN PEI LING a very very very Happy Birthday! Finally 19 years old already, it was totally a pleasure to know you. No doubt, you were a great friend. I thank God and someone for bringing us and Crystal together! :) You guys never know how thankful I am for knowing you, even myself couldn't express my feeling :p Although it is the first year that I'm spending our birthday together, but I do believe that we have more & more years to go through together! :) No matter good or bad times, I'll be here. holding unto you and crystal, holding unto our very precious friendship! You two are truly a blessing to me! :) May God always bless you and may your life be filled with laughter and joy. Stay strong, stay young, stay pretty, stay positive, stay healthy! :) 

Heaps of love! ♥♥♥

Here's a song for you :) enjoyyyyyy! :D 

p/s: I promised to celebrate with you, I will keep my promise! :)

Note to self :)

After all these days, all the tears, heartbroken and disappointment,
I've realize that good times and bad times are part of living.
It's difficult for us to fully appreciate joy until we've tasted sadness,
Laughter is sweeter if we have experienced tears. 
There may be times when we feel like we're stuck in a dry and desolate place,
but an encouraging message/call or a hug from a friend can be an oasis #beauty in the desert
Though it may not be easy, try to remember that the trials are going to help you to fully experience the joy on the horizon :)
I'm glad that God did not gave up on me. And, thanks for everyone who is ultimately sweet :) ♥

Till then! ♥

It's over

Two words. 
Three vowels.
 Four consonant. 
Seven letters. 
It can either cut you open to the core and leave you in ungodly pain 
or it can free your soul and lift a tremendous weight off you shoulders. 
The phrase is:
"It's over"


I'm going through the first option, but I hope you're going through the second one.
Thanks for everything. Through out all the good and bad times, you're still someone special :')

Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013! =)

Before I start my blog, I would like to wish every single one a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :)

In a blink of eyes, It's already 2013! I've so much to say and blog about but I don't know where to start at all and I doubt anyone still reading this but blogging is the only way for me to remember and recap my journey along  2012. So yeahh, here am I with my story :)

Well, 2012 was indeed a great great year. I've know so many new people, through internship, college, and of course friends. And I'm so glad that I've met the one who mean the world to me, the guy which put me as his first priority, and treat me the best he ever could. Thank you for making me feel like a princess ♥ Throughout all the sorrow and joy, I clearly understand that relationships might be hard at times, but for me, only YOU are hard to lose ♥ If I ever have a chance to restart my life, I'd definitely choose to fall for you again, simply because you're the best thing ever that I couldn't afford to lose. And I just want you to know that I will never ever ever ever forget nor forsake you. So, welcome to Yijing's world! :p

One of the best thing in last year was friends and family makes me realize that God did not give up on me. I'm so grateful because God's love for me had led me back to Him. Felt so good to be back to church, back to God :) Thanks so much for all the grace and blessings, although I know that I'm not worth it. 

Year 2012 has been one wonderful year, filled with love, blessings and memories from my parents, my boyfriend, and my friends :) Glad to know everyone that have came into my life. There's plenty of memories, no matter good or bad, I'll try my very best to remember every single thing because it happened for a reason. Nothing is good for nothing. 

Oh yeah! not forgetting the great friends that I met through the boyfie :) Crystal ong and Pei ling! Thanks for always listen to this ultimate queen of complain's ridiculous and continuous (non stop) nagging and complaining. You girls play a very important role of my life :) Truly glad and grateful to know you two! I wish we could be even closer as days go by, spend more time together and know each other more than we know ourselves! (You two can be proud and take pride of this post. I never post anything for any friends before other than 3 person. Yeah, you girls are exclusive) *Haveitoldyouguysthatiactuallykindareallyloveyou? Asgheyasitsounds* ♥

So now! The new year is finally here. and I'm done with my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! Wowww! new year special: Yi Jing is finally done with what she needs to do. *macam yes*

1. To place God as my very first priority.
2. To give my family and loved ones the best in terms of financial and quality time spending with them.
3. To maintain a good relationship with the one I care ♥
4. To be a better person, better daughter, better lover, better friend, better student.
5. Not only work hard with all my partners in the business, but to inspired them.
6. To love everything I do. Never do things for the sake of doing.
7. Give more to receive more in order to receive even more to bless others. The hand who feeds is always more blessed than the hand who received.
8. Seek for the bright side instead of the worst end. Be more positive and look at the good in everything.
9. Be thankful and grateful. Stop whinning about life. Start looking around what you have and appreciate.
10. To maintain my healthy body! :) as a promise to my baby boy and to myself :) ♥

Alright, I think it's enough for now.
Going to bed now. Till then ♥

Love won't run out =) ♥

22nd of December 2012, a day after 21st which many says that it's the end of the world is the third 100 days that we're together since the day we coupled =) It was a long long journey although it couldn't compare with any other couples which have been together for yearsssss! But at least for me, it is a long journey with happiness, sorrows, jealousy, insecure, trust, tears, laughter, faith, sweetness, and of course. Heaps of LOVE! Of course, there's moment when I feel like I've given and given until there is no more of myself to give, but there's one thing that I'll never forget. Love won't run out. God has an infinite amount of love for me and for me to pass on to others. Even at times when the well seems dry. God can send a flood. Let the flood of love wash over me and then drench everyone around me. Especially you. My love =) 

Let us always meet each other with smile.
For the smile is the beginning of Love.

Disappear

I wanna disappear for a while.
I know it's not gonna happen cause I'm having internship now
anyone can see me everyday, anyhow.
But if I could.
Disappearing will be the first thing I'd do now.
Not replying any text messages,
Not updating any status on Facebook,
Not gonna tweet about anything,
Not sharing any videos,
Not updating my blog anymore,
Not going anywhere after work,
Everything remain the same,
just that I will deactivate myself by doing nothing.
This might help. No? =/
Sometimes I just wanna go disappear,
just to see if there's anyone that realize I'm no longer here.
And when I'm back,
I promise, I will be a better person,
with nicest and sweetest smile from the bottom of my heart =)

I just wanna throw my phone away

Find out who is really there for me =)

Inspired

Someone says this to me: everyone wanna be successful, but how to be one?

Here's my answer. 

What I want to say is, the key to be successful in whatever you do, is Love what you're doing. Never do things for the sake of doing =) 

To be successful today, trust me, whatever wherever you go, there will be pressure. But if the little bit of pressure will make your dreams come true, why not? right? =)

 God is very fair, all of us are given the opportunity to live our life. It is up to us to grab this opportunity and make the best out of it. 

You'll never know how much effort others put into what they do before they're well known or their products are well known. 

So many people out there always say that they wanna be successful, they wanna do this and that but they never get it, because they were never sincere. 

yes! 年轻就是本钱, but you'll never be 18 forever, you'll never be 20 forever. always remember that, today you waste one day, one week, one month, that's it! It's gone, you can never go back and say I wanna be 18 again.

 Never tell yourself, I have tomorrow, I have next week, I have next month. If you often think like that, then why not you just quit from what are you doing? instead of doing half and leave others hanging. Yes? =)

#YOLO don't be afraid to do what you want to do, never give up. And most importantly, be true to yourself. Speak from your own heart, in your own voice, about what you believe in =) 

Success doesn't come easily, and the way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain. And when you can't change the direction of the wind, adjust your sails. That's the way to do it =D

Cheers! 

Till then 

xoxo ♥