Love won't run out =) ♥

22nd of December 2012, a day after 21st which many says that it's the end of the world is the third 100 days that we're together since the day we coupled =) It was a long long journey although it couldn't compare with any other couples which have been together for yearsssss! But at least for me, it is a long journey with happiness, sorrows, jealousy, insecure, trust, tears, laughter, faith, sweetness, and of course. Heaps of LOVE! Of course, there's moment when I feel like I've given and given until there is no more of myself to give, but there's one thing that I'll never forget. Love won't run out. God has an infinite amount of love for me and for me to pass on to others. Even at times when the well seems dry. God can send a flood. Let the flood of love wash over me and then drench everyone around me. Especially you. My love =) 

Let us always meet each other with smile.
For the smile is the beginning of Love.

Disappear

I wanna disappear for a while.
I know it's not gonna happen cause I'm having internship now
anyone can see me everyday, anyhow.
But if I could.
Disappearing will be the first thing I'd do now.
Not replying any text messages,
Not updating any status on Facebook,
Not gonna tweet about anything,
Not sharing any videos,
Not updating my blog anymore,
Not going anywhere after work,
Everything remain the same,
just that I will deactivate myself by doing nothing.
This might help. No? =/
Sometimes I just wanna go disappear,
just to see if there's anyone that realize I'm no longer here.
And when I'm back,
I promise, I will be a better person,
with nicest and sweetest smile from the bottom of my heart =)

I just wanna throw my phone away

Find out who is really there for me =)

Inspired

Someone says this to me: everyone wanna be successful, but how to be one?

Here's my answer. 

What I want to say is, the key to be successful in whatever you do, is Love what you're doing. Never do things for the sake of doing =) 

To be successful today, trust me, whatever wherever you go, there will be pressure. But if the little bit of pressure will make your dreams come true, why not? right? =)

 God is very fair, all of us are given the opportunity to live our life. It is up to us to grab this opportunity and make the best out of it. 

You'll never know how much effort others put into what they do before they're well known or their products are well known. 

So many people out there always say that they wanna be successful, they wanna do this and that but they never get it, because they were never sincere. 

yes! 年轻就是本钱, but you'll never be 18 forever, you'll never be 20 forever. always remember that, today you waste one day, one week, one month, that's it! It's gone, you can never go back and say I wanna be 18 again.

 Never tell yourself, I have tomorrow, I have next week, I have next month. If you often think like that, then why not you just quit from what are you doing? instead of doing half and leave others hanging. Yes? =)

#YOLO don't be afraid to do what you want to do, never give up. And most importantly, be true to yourself. Speak from your own heart, in your own voice, about what you believe in =) 

Success doesn't come easily, and the way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain. And when you can't change the direction of the wind, adjust your sails. That's the way to do it =D

Cheers! 

Till then 

xoxo ♥

27.11.2012 ♥

First of all

HAPPY NINTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BRYAN =D

Thank you for all the effort that you put into this relationship, I wanna say thank you because I know you actually don't have to put so much effort, you don't have to always say sorry, you don't have to pamper me and treat me so good that make me feel like I'm a princess =) For everything you do, you know I thank you. I'm really really glad to have you in my life, although you're not physically here with me, but it makes no difference because i believe that there's no such thing as long distance relationship if you keep your heart close =) 

SO! I'm lucky enough on this special day because it was my OFF DAY! *yeshhhhh!* After 6 days of working, finally, I have an off day =) and I've had a great great day catching up with one of my bestie since high school! Proudly present you the gorgeous Hani Hazeera. and guess what? I don't have a picture of her alone so yeah, I play cheat. I stole it from her facebook xD

I text-ed Hani in the morning, asking her out for a date and surprisingly, she's free! hahaha, I thought she'll be super busy meeting all her other friends since she's just came back from Aussie for holiday =) I took train to Taman Bahagia station, she came by to picked me up and we head to 1 Utama. There's so many funny scenes in the car such as she lost her way, she drove into a underground motorcycle parking lot etc etc. We wanted to have our lunch in Gardens, but another friend of ours suggest to have lunch in Delicious instead.

A picture of us before the meal =)
oh please ignore my pale, make-up free face -.-

The ambiance in the restaurant is pretty nice, but the first impression it gave me sucks. The table that the waiter seats us isn't clean, there's breadcrumbs on the table, water mark and it's oily. And when we asked them to clean it, they just simply wipe it with a cloth and the worst thing is the table is not even clean! -.- Anyway, here's my food! Aglio Olio spaghetti =)

Hani's spaghetti carbonara 

The portion of the food is just nice for me, but obviously it's too much for hani. She started to play with her food when she's lazy to chew or she don't feel like eating. and yeah! she was playing with her spaghetti when I'm still busy eating xD After the main course, me and another friend of mine decided to order a desert to share. 

I know it looks awesome but trust me, except for the vanilla ice cream, nothing is good. For God's sake. It's one of the worst desert I've ever had. I don't mean to be fussy but seriously, this is just not my thing. And it's not cheap! The bill came up to more than a hundred ringgit.

Honest speaking, I don't mind spending for food, but the food and the price in Delicious just doesn't balance =( Bad and slow service, the food took 30 minutes to be served and we still need to wait for another 10 minutes just to wait for the change. Totally a bad dining experience. Maybe I should go to another outlet next time. Although the dining wasn't great, but there's 2 staffs in the restaurant did give me a good impression, nice smile, always ready to assist us =) Oh yeah! and we wrote a comment card. Hani and I wrote a long comment on the card, we didn't mean to be fussy or being a bitchy customer, but we're just hoping them to change. After lunch, we went for SHOPPINGGGGGG! We're actually accompanying our friend though. I'm sooooooooooo 'amazed' by the speed that he shops. And the amount of money he spent was pffffft! 'not much', around 1k plus. WHY?! WHY WOULD ANYONE CAN SPEND A THOUSAND RINGGIT IN JUST AN DAMN FREAKING HOUR?! Oh gosh! 

Really cute dress from Dorothy Perkins! =)

As I've said, we only shopped for almost an hour and a half, then Hani's friend joined us later =) I forget his name though xD what a lousy friend -.- He suggested to play pool and everyone agreed. As I'm wearing heels, my feet hurts like shit and I can feel my toes cram so I decided not to play, actually, I'm really bad at pool game that's why I chose not to embarrass myself in front of a new friend xD 

Macam yes xDD

After 3 games, someone is complaining he's hungry so we decided to have our dinner before we leave. Hani and I suggested to go back to Gardens since we've not been there for a while. 

I love the interior design and environment there.
it makes me feel cosy.

Another pic xD

Hani's 'shit' drink, and the guy who is dying for a pic

I have totally no idea why Hani always ordered the wrong drinks. Almost every drink that she ordered doesn't taste good. (That's based on what she said) The 'shit' drink that she ordered this time is called 'Be Passion'. It taste kinda good to me though. It's made of mango, passion fruit, grapefruit and EGG WHITE! Can you imagine egg white in your drink? -.- There's 4 of us having dinner, and the new guy friend, Hani and I ordered the same thing. 

The super duper awesome Grilled Teriyaki Chicken! It's heavenly good and the price is very reasonable. It's only RM18.90! The presentation was good, and the portion is just nice =)

Here's Faiz's BBQ sauce beef burger. Didn't get to try his food, but I think it's quite good since he finished his food super fast =D It only cost RM18.90. 

Overall, the food is great, the ambiance is very nice, portion is just nice, and everything is in it's place =) Had a great day and great dinner with my peeps =) even though there's imperfections, but it's still considered as a very awesome outing. AND! we should have it more often =D

*sorry for the low quality photos, my darling brought her camera but she forget to charge it xD so here's some pics taken from my phone =)

Till then, 

Cheers ♥

胜女的代价

在网上看到了这个
觉得很有意思

不甘心就不要放弃啊，看不过去救起来改变啊
要嘛就证明自己的能力，要嘛就闭嘴接受现实
所有好走的路都是走下坡，失败是可以接受的
但是没有试图奋斗过的失败是没有借口的零分。

说得很有道理，可是我在想到底谁能够真正的做到呢？
很多时候否定了自己
这样，对自己公平吗，说的时候容易
可是真的要实行的时候
很多人在没有尝试过就否定了自己
这样，公平吗？

Sharing =)

Just wanna share this video
I don't always watch video that my friend shared on facebook
but because this is shared by my beloved
and it is about long relationship like what we're facing now, 
so yeah
I click on the link.
Seriously, the 20 minutes 21 seconds is super duper awesome
It is so great, so real, so touching =')
and I think it is a MUST to compliment the actors and actress
especially Marianne! Her acting skills is so natural =)
So! here comes the video

p/s: It's too touched that I've shed tears =p

ME!

Once I get you, I don't plan on losing you. 
Like it or not
That's my attitude. 
Sometimes I'm difficult, but I promise you I'm worth it =)