Friday, July 20, 2012

My Love ♥

19.07.1994
A very important day to me and my lovely boyfriend =)
He was brought to this awesome world!
HOORAYYYYYYY! 
and 18 years later, which is 19th of July 2012,
is the very first year that i'm celebrating this special day with him =D
To be honest, 
I'm actually kinda nervous by the date coming nearer and nearer
I don't have an actual idea what to do for him
and the weird thing is
Throughout few past relationship that i have, 
I never have this feeling before, 
Last time, I'd just buy a card, write a word of appreciate and send it.
BUT!
to this awesome special guy, 
I've decided to make him a card.
A HANDMADE CARDDDD!
*cheer for myself*
I had a brief idea what to do for him
and so, i went to the bookstore and pick up the materials needed =)
Everything was going smoothly 
until I've notice that how horrible is my art work =(
but luckily, my boyfiee still love it much =)
TEEHEE =D
and, here's my confession 
My love, Thank you for being there for me when I need you.
It's so amazing to have someone to lean on,
to draw strength from, 
and to share my life with =)

Thank you for loving me,
even when I'm insecure, being impossible and grumpy.
For offering your unconditional support.

Thank you for seeing me through the eyes of love,
and overlooking my many flaws,
For making me feel beautiful.
For believing I'm beautiful.

Thank you for standing with me when I need you to.
Behind me when I need a push.
In front of me when I need someone to follow.

I know I'm not the easiest person to love, 
To look at,
To share a life with,
Thank you for doing it anyway,
For wanting to do it anyway =)

I never knew, until I met you
I LOVE YOU
my one and only love 


Happy Birthday Boy! ♥
Cheers!
Till then ♥



Sunday, May 27, 2012

Time flies ♥

Time really flies like nobody's business
since 27th of Febuary 2012
today is already 27th of May!
owh Gosh! 
Our relationship is officially 3 months old already!
this is a month that we've been through filled with ups and downs
Yesterday night when I'm lying on my bed
I was thinking about you all the time
what we've been through
the cute moments
the sweet moments
the random moments
the heartbreaking moments
the worried moments
the jealousy moment
and the way you call my name
made my heart felt so warm
it warmed me to sleep
I just want you to know that all your feelings, emotions is the only thing that matters to me
Sitting beside you doing absolutely nothing 
means absolutely everything to me
This is the 3rd month we're together
90 days! 
It's not long, but it's not short either
we've know each other more, 
we've smile together
laugh together
cry together 
and I'm really grateful to have your participation in everything I do
Having to solve my pieces of parcels of my life with you is the only thing i could wish for
I love you for being who you are ♥



Sunday, May 20, 2012

520 ♥

隔了这么久
终于在星期日休息了
去了一趟教堂
朋友们差点把我宰了
说我失踪了这么久才出现
虽然很久没有见面
可是大家还是一样
很吵,很可爱
还是这么喜欢欺负对方
今天是5月20日,
很特别的日期
可是我这个装饰用的脑袋竟然没有发现
男孩传简讯问我今天是什么日期的时候
我还回说:20th of May, 7 more days to our 3rd month anniversary :D
天啊!怎么会这么蠢啊?
难道他不知道今天是什么日期吗?
想起真的很丢脸
好想学鸵鸟把脸埋在地下
不过他的回复让我在这么忙碌拥挤的餐厅里
幸福的笑了起来
让我忍不住把他的简讯让我的朋友看看
真的很希望我们可以一起经历一切种种
不管是好的 还是坏的
不管是开心的 还是难过的
不管我们的距离有多遥远
只要有你
一切都是值得的
只要我们的心在一起
什么困难都不是困难
而是我们在一起的证据
我愿意和你不离不弃
一起携手度过更多更多的520 ♥

If I could have just one wish
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath of my neck
the warmth of your lips on my cheek
the touch of your fingers on my skin
and the feel of your heart beating with mine..
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you ♥
I love you baby boy! 
I really do ♥



Sunday, May 13, 2012

等你的季节

等夏天 等秋天
等下个季节
要等到月亮变全
你才会回到我身边
要不要再见面
没办法还是想念
突然想看你的脸
熟悉的感觉
不牵手也可以漫步风霜雨雪
不能相见也要朝思暮念

只想让你知道
你真的很好
爱一生念一世
我也会等你到老
只想让你知道
放不下也忘不掉
你的笑你的好
使我温暖的依靠  ♥

我爱你 陈博贤  ♥  ♥  ♥

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

If you would

Would you sing me a song to put a smile on my face
Would you bring me some flowers to brighten my day
Would you dance with me with no one else only me
Would you hold my hand tight and say do not let it go

Would you say that you're sorry even though you were right
Would you cuddle me up in the lonely night
Would you love me for life although we caught in a fight
Would you write me a song to tell me how you feel

Would you go on your knees if I were ever to leave
Would you pull me to you and tell me don't ever go
Would you feel the worst if I am feeling so down
Would you pull out a ring and say I love you so much

If you were to be all I said then you are to be the one for me
If you would =)

p/s: I'm so glad because I know you would ♥


Saturday, May 5, 2012

With Your Love ♥ ♥ ♥

Baby, you're the best cause you worked me out
I keep building walls up but you tear 'em down
I'm fighting

Used to always think I was bullet-proof
But you got an AK and you blowing through
Explosive
You don't even know it
I want you to know it

Everybody wants what I got with you
Cause I'm standing on top with a killer view
Inspired feeling like a million
I'm one in a million million million =)
I ain't even here I'm in outer space
Like I'm venus you're mars in the milky way
It's crazy
What you're doing to me?
How you do it to me?


All of them other boys can walk away
They ain't even in the game
Cause they know you own it
You got this swag
You got this attitude
Wanna hear you say my name
Cause you got me


Flying with your love
Shinning with your love
Riding with your love
I feel like I'm on top of the world with your love
One hit with your love
Can't quit with your love
So sick but so what?
I feel like I'm on top of the world with your love ♥

1st date 1st base
2nd date 2nd base
3rd date you're looking at me funny
You got a hard shell but they middle's so YUMMY! ♥

I keep your love locked down 




Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Sorry doesn't mean anything

Sorry doesn't mean anything! Not when you're still with him. It's not just that you cheated--it's that he's still here, and you're still with him. It just goes on and on, and it hurts every single time I see you with him. I hate is that he makes your smile, and that there's nothing I can do to stop this. I can't think straight, and everything hurts, and nothing makes sense anymore. You're shredding my heart with one hand and stroking his ego with the other. And it's killing me. You're killing me. I swear I never want to see you anymore in my life. But now.

I choose to forgive.

like what the bible taught me.

I will forgive you, forgive him and

FORGIVE MYSELF.

I gonna treat myself the best!
like i ever did =)
We're still friends.

Cheers to friendship!